woodenheart

…and all over these fucking people.

I’d piss all over the joke that is my ‘family.’

I’d piss all over everyone who’s called themselves my friend and then turned their back.

Tonight was the most fucking devastating, depressing, fucking disgusting display of humanity I’ve ever seen in my life. People are disgusting. I’m embarassed for the human race. We’re all fucking scum.

“The real strong have no need to prove it to the phonies.”

I’m really sick of everyone thinking they have something to prove. Live your life, don’t try and be something you’re not. Stop judging people because they don’t wear what you wear, or don’t listen to what you listen to..(unless they’re Jugga’s, then you can point the finger all you want.) Just be real, ight?

I need to get myself out of this bodunk, piece of shit town. I have nothing here, I have no family, no friends, no life here.

Nothing I do is ever going to be enough for my mom or her husband, I’ll never be able to do right by them, and the sooner I get out of this house, get out of this town, the better. If I had it my way I’d turn my back on them and never ever come back. But, I can’t because they are so good to Amelia, and they are giving her a stable environment until I can provide a good life for her.

The only things I have that bring me joy are Sam, and my friends. And I’m not anywhere near either of those things right now.

I’m not feeling sorry for myself, I’m not trying to bitch, I’m just trying to be real. And on a real note: Get me the fuck out of this town, for my sanity’s sake.

“I can’t judge any of you. I have no malice against you and no ribbons for you. But I think that it is high time that you all start looking at yourselves, and judging the lie that you live in.”

I’m not like you, never have been, never will be.

Fuck your world, I’ll take mine.